Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage.

Trust

2011-08-21T17:54:00.001+08:00

因为相信，所以才告诉你。

希望你不会又再把我对你的信任当作废纸般的丢掉。

你不会吧？

Bluey Blue

2011-08-21T17:52:00.002+08:00

Back! Did QA today and thought all this colour were nice. So i post it up here. The blue colour one very nice right?? xD

寂寞疯了

2011-07-28T21:03:00.003+08:00

Back here again.

Haiz. Recently in a bad mood. Really dunno what to do. Feeling unwell at the same time. Feel so lethargic these few days. Talk to him end up always quarrel.

Forget it.. No one just understand me.

Anyway, recently listen to A Chord's new song: 寂寞疯了.

It's quite a nice song. Love it. ♥

Sleep~~ PIG!

2011-06-30T22:41:00.002+08:00

Back here agains with a picture of me just waking up.

Finally i'm done with the revision timetable. Hmm.. Slept in the afternoon just now and wanted to post a pic up here. xD

It was freaking cold just now yeah? I hope it was like that at night later. So that i could sleep well. House aircon spoil le, had been sleeping without aircon for weeks. AND MY SIS KEPT KICKING ME AT NIGHT! MAKES SLEEPING DIFFICULT FOR ME AT NIGHT! Zzz!

Anyway, next tuesday will be my MT oral. *nervous*

WISH ME GOOD LUCK YEAH? :D

*Wish all sec 4s & 5s good luck for oral. Jiayou. :D

不是每一句对不起，都可以换来一句没关系

2011-06-23T18:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday 8 o clock i was actually watching 快乐大本营. Cause got 飞轮海. Was chatting with barry, jeannie & Clarissa at the same time. Today morning, i check on Aaron yan's weibo, and he wrote smth.. Which seems like they had disband. So i went to check on their company's website. The VERY latest news is that WuZun had confirm leaving fahrenheit, but fahrenheit will not disband, instead it turn into a 3 person group. Dunno should i feel sad or happy, but.. At least they did not disband bah. Hope that they can continue to 加油!

Memories.

2011-06-21T14:54:00.003+08:00

Hey! Back agains.

Seriously this holiday sucks manxz. Stay at home all day. Nth to do. What i did was only use com, watch tv, revision and sleep. Really bored. Left about less than a week before sch reopens. Shall work even harder when sch reopens.

Just now before i was posting, i was looking at my past years' blog posts. Deleted his name in every blog post. As i was browsing, i read through some of my blog posts and it reminds me about mt sec one & two life. Reminds me of my seniors like kwangyang, junkiat, justin, yiteng, yuxin, patricia, eunice, brenna and duncan. These are the people who make my life in EV so memorable. Always play with me during cca practices. Miss those days. Hope that there's a co bbq where all these seniors could come back. <3

Anyway, my sis showed me this mv yesterday and i like the song very much. So i decided to post it here. xD

I'll Miss You

2011-05-31T19:03:00.004+08:00

Okay, yesterday was our MT O level paper. Had to say, I had totally no confidence at all. Hopefully I could get at least an A2. >.<

But thanks to junkiat, DUNCAN, barry and zicheng. Must put duncan's name in caps cause what he says really make me feel much better. HAHAH!

Well, I believe most of you knew that Mrs Tan is leaving EVSS. Seriously, I very 舍不得. I really thank her for teaching me MT since last year and memorable memories that she left for me in EV and Kunming. Hope that she will come back to EV in the future to see us. I'll miss her. >.<

Disappointed.

2011-05-21T08:29:00.002+08:00

I.m back here again.
Previously, everybody was busy with exams. And yeah, I've gotten back my results. Had to say that I wasn't very good. Most of my results dropped. And it can say that it was badly done. I failed my EL, which make me feel so disappointed in myself. Compre was really quite easy compared to the previous exams. But I did badly. MT... I dropped from an A2 to a B. Haiz.. O levels coming in another 9 days time. Really had to buck up. Cannt let Mrs Tan disappointed.

Shall stop here. Gonna eat breakfast. xD

2011-05-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

HELLO! I'm back here again.

Sorry for not blogging for a long time. No time yeah. Exams coming soon. Have to jiayou.

HEHE, anyway, just cut my hair yesterday with clarissa, maggie and yeeteng. First time see my hair so straight. So take a few pictures of myself. xD

Maybe i'll consider to rebond my hair yeah? (:

Anyway, need to study now. So tmr i can study ss and geog.

Wish me good luck for my exam bah? :D

Form of encouragement?

2011-04-05T20:27:00.006+08:00

I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but i would like to be something to someone.

PEOPLE!! Back here again.

SYF is coming in another 14 days, yet i'm still struggling with some parts of the songs. I hope on that day i wun spoil the whole performance.

Recently there was this new channel 8 show. And there was 闯将令 when the show was advertising. I kept thinking if god was telling me to do my best for this syf, just like what we did for the previous syf, to give our best for the competition. Maybe it's a form of encouragement?

Recently there's smth which happen to me. Yeah, some relationship problem. I guess some of you knew what happen. Seriously, i dunno how i feel towards him. To me, he's a guy whom i feel very comfortable with, always ask me what happen when he knew i was unhappy. Though i always say "None of your business," but i was actually happy that there's someone beside me who actually care about me. He used to be my listening ear when i was sad. But ever since that day, we had not chat on facebook anymore. Though i somehow expected that this will happen, i still feel like dunno what to, dunno what should i say, dunno what should i do when i see him. However, there's one thing that i'm very confirm is that, i wun get into relationship during this point of time, where there's O's. But when i told this thing to my friend, she ask me, what if you are not having O's this year, will you accept?

只看见你

2011-04-04T21:12:00.002+08:00

快累垮了还硬挺着彻夜等候
你最知道我在忙碌以后怕一个人寂寞
给过什么也不强求拿到什么
你最知道我在混乱时候关心不如沉默
看着你就想抱你在怀中
你温柔的背后是心情的曲折
全世界我只看见你的视线你的一切
有人问为什么在我眼中有火焰你和我笑一整天
全世界我只看见你的伤悲你的雀跃
我会挡住别人对你冰冷的语言要让你抱着玫瑰感动落泪
多做什么又怕我会责备什么
你最知道我会很不舍得你牺牲了所有
就算很难就算很烦还是忍受
你最知道我的情绪很多但会歉疚难过
看着你就想抱你在怀中
你温柔的背后是心情的曲折
全世界我只看见你的视线你的一切
有人问为什么在我眼中有火焰你和我笑一整天
全世界我只看见你的伤悲你的雀跃
我会挡住别人对你冰冷的语言要让你抱着玫瑰感动落泪
没有说多依赖你但是你都了解
真的爱感谢才能省略全世界我只看见你的视线你的一切
有人问为什么在我眼中有火焰你和我笑一整天
全世界我只看见你的伤悲你的雀跃
我会挡住别人对你冰冷的语言要让你抱着玫瑰感动落泪

What I'm I To You?

2011-03-28T21:35:00.002+08:00

Recently, a lot of things happened.

In school, i've always been tired and sleeping in class etc. Partly because of cca, which make me feel tired since last year. School has been stress to me, be it studies or cca. Jiaolian(s) are always giving my stress, telling me how impt my solo part is, reminding me how badly i've played. And also all the things that happen in co, even like small things like getting ppl to go for combine. I always tell myself not to give up so easily, but i realise, it was difficult.

I always thought at least at home, i do not need to face all those ppl and problems. But eventually.. I was wrong. Mom had been nagging at me everyday over some small things. And seriously, i dunno how to communicate with her. I realise the gap between us is getting bigger and bigger. I know sometimes she's concern about me, but she dun seems like she understand what i'm thinking. Can anyone, just tell me what should i do..

孤单。。。

2011-03-24T20:05:00.002+08:00

心里堆满了许许多多的事情，却不知道要和谁说，不知道要从何说起，只能装着若无其事的样子。

心里面的压力，让我觉得好累，好累，好希望时间能够放慢下来，好希望自己能够有个休息和让自己好好思考的时间。

看着身边的人，都有个能和他们分享心事的人，心里不禁羡慕起他们来。

我不知道我到底怎么了，只能说，也许。。我真的累了吧。

下一个我

2011-03-15T22:05:00.002+08:00

OH YEAH ~ Arron yan is gonna release his EP soon! HEHE! I SO SO SO HAPPY LOH! xD

Anyway.. CO CAMP TODAY. And it totally sucks. Haiz.. I really dunno what to say.

Whatever it is.. JUST ONE MORE DAY!! Hopefully tmr wun rain. SO WE CAN PLAY WATERBOMB! Let's pray together! xD

Went to brenna's blog randomly. Just knew that she got new stead. Congrats to her. Last long yeah, jie. Anyway, saw brenna posting smth on justin's fb wall. She wrote this, "Justin, ni zai na li.. :(" And yeah, it reminds me of justin. I used to msg him when i was down, used to get irritated if he was late for co, used to 'quarrel' with him over small things. If i knew he was going back to china, i would definitely at least say a goodbye to him.. But too bad, i didn't know. Haiz. Really miss this friend. :(

I THOUGHT ..

2011-03-12T21:20:00.001+08:00

俗话说“家家有本难念的经。” 我曾经以为至少在爸爸的家庭里，不会有任何纠纷。但其实。。。并非如此。

I AM NUMBER FOUR!

2011-03-09T19:06:00.002+08:00

YEAH~ Ya, today is games day. Though i'm not involve in the competition, but i'm still happy as there wasn't school today. :P

Finally a day for me to at least relax a bit before tmr all the things comes in again. Congratz to clarisse for winning the 3rd position for the 100m girls relay. As for the rest.. Emm.. Though they didn't won, but i knew they tried their best already. It's okay and i think what's the most impt is not the result, is that you tried your best yeah? Everything today was fine, except that.. Dun feel like talking about it again.. This whole thing makes me cried last night.

Anywayy, went to watch "I Am Number Four" with koksheng, yanrong, lois and daniella(i hope i didn't spell her name wrongly). The whole show was so nice manx! Wilbert and JC watch the same show with us too. Really nice. HEHEH. xD

Went to bought somethings at montip, mini toons etc. Realise zicheng and his gang was in tmall too when i called yanrong as they went missing. Went to artbox to find the four of them and saw my beloved sister PRISCILLA working there! Hehe, she very bad loh, so long never come back see me. >.<

But she promise me she will come back! xP

Shall end here. Gonna do my stuffs and had a early night today. Buai-buai!

曾经不断的告诉自己不要放弃，可是这次，我真的想放弃了。

2011-03-08T20:52:00.003+08:00

Some things happen today. Guess a lot of ppl know that le. Seriously, i'm tired. Really tired. I dun intend to sleep in class. But i'm just tired. Tired of studies, tired of co, tired of everything. I really find it hard to even hang on till april. If it's like last time, at least i enjoyed everything that happen during co even i was tired. But now.. I dun even enjoy it AT ALL! By just thinking of it, it just makes me feel irritated. I really hope time can go back to 2 years ago.. I MISS YOU, JIE!

Tears are unspoken emotions.

2011-03-05T15:02:00.004+08:00

Yeah people, back again. Finallyyy, school holidays are coming soon. Finally, i can have some breaks! Though i still need to go to school for oral, lesson and co. Anyway, saw some of my results yesterday. Erm.. Not bad bah, but really need to work harder!

EL: 57

A.M: 90

E.M:83

C.H: Dunno yet.

Phy: 52

Chem: 43

M.T: 71

Anyway, i'm finding someone 'tutor' or study with me. Especially during the holidays. I would be happy if anyone is willing to study with me. xD

Schedule:

Monday: Oral in the morning. (8am to 3pm)

Tuesday: CO camp (9am to 5pm) & Maths lesson (9am to12pm)

Wednesday: CO camp (9am to 5pm)

Thursday: Maths lesson (9am to 12pm)

Friday: Available

Saturday: SCO Concert (8pm)

Sunday: WORK ~

2011-02-20T15:28:00.000+08:00

Hello, back again.
Yup, like usual, i'm tired. But at least this time i tried my best to stay awake to study.
This year will definitely be a very very impt to a lot of us. I hope to get into the course i want and also hope the others get into theirs too.
So lets jiayou together! xD

Exhausted

2011-02-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

Yeah, bloggie. I'm back here again. Sorry bloggie, i'm really busy for the past few weeks. No time to blog. >.<

Anyway.. Today had co and mt remedial after school. Junkiat was here today.
Well, really hated to go co. It make me so exhausted. Talk to junkiat after co. Talk o levels and etc. Think it has been a long time we chatted so long. Thanks for all the advices, encouragement & support. It has been great to have you as my senior.

DUN ALWAYS THINK THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT. ALL OF US WERE TIRED AND STRESS TOO. NOT ONLY YOU. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT LOH. YES, YOU DID SET AN EXAMPLE, BUT WHAT EXAMPLE? YOU ALWAYS GO PRACTICE WHILE I DO THE OTHER STUFFS.

Sec 4 Camp - Tanjung Piai

2011-01-21T21:47:00.000+08:00

Yeah, back from camp.

Currently using the old com.. >.<

Com not working again.

Well.. Whatever is it, i'm back from the camp.
Seriously miss the camp a lot. *Though i cried a lot of times during the water activity.*

This is last time we go for a camp together. I definitely rmb. Rmb how my friends gave me the support that i need, encourage me. Thanks a lot, really. This wonderful camp will always be deep in my heart. 406, THANKS!

Sweet Memories♥

2011-01-08T21:25:00.058+08:00

Here to post some photos i took at kunming.

Yeah~ i said that i'm lazy to post..

But still decided to post it anyway.

Day One

Our First Group Photo @ Changi Airport

Photo Taken @ Thailand. :D

Roses given by AnNing staffs. Isn't it nice?

Two of my favourite pics taken with @ the hotel lobby. ♥

Picture taken outside the hotel. (:

MY GROUPIE! ♥

ME & HUIJUN! ♥

Day Two

@ ANNING!

A groupie photo taken after ChangQuan lesson. ♥

Day Three

HOME VISITING! xD

My home visiting buddy very cute right?? :X

From left: Me, My home visiting buddy's mom, my buddy & YeeTeng.

Its so WINDY! :D

My Beloved Brother. ♥

One of the sceneries which i like most.

Some picture with my friends @ Yunnan Cultural Village.

Day Four

Happy Birthday to Fifi and Fabien.

At JiuXiang Cave. Isn't it nice?? :P

*Trying to be funny. xD*

CABLE CAR RIDE! ITS SOOOO FUN!

Day Five

Students @ Wenquan Primary.

CHEEZE!

Day Six

THE YI DANCE!

The Dai Dance!

Wo de baobeii ~

Some of the ppl i met in anning.

Day Seven

DINOSAUR VALLEY!

Day Eight

MY TWO BELOVED BROTHERS! ♥

Junior - Fairuz

Group photo taken @ bangkok!

Some awesome friends & teachers i make during this trip.

EARLY CHILDHOOD!! HERE I COME! xD

2011-01-07T22:34:00.002+08:00

OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH!!

HELLO! HELLO! I'm back!

HEHE! My first post in 2011~

Anyway, i went to tp yesterday and nyp today.

NYP so sian lohh, not gonna to talk about it.

After the poly open house..

I PUT EARLY CHILDHOOD AS MY CHOICE/TARGET FOR MY POLY COURSE NEXT TIME!

SO.. CHUHUI! GAMBATEH!! xD

Saw some ev senior at tp yesterday..

Like.. Jaslene and gang, kwangyang, yanhan, zhiwei and my kuai san pai YANLAN! xD

Miss them.. SOOOO MUCH! ><

Drop my ez link card at tp.

Luckily eunice's friend pick it up..

THANKS SO MUCH!

Currently watching death girl.

HEHE..

I'LL BE BACK ~

Tiredness.

2010-12-25T23:26:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! i'm back here again..
Freaking pissed off now..
Cause of SOMETHINGS!
Seriously.. I really wonder if you really care for me a not.
Is like.. I THINK HE IS MORE IMPT THAN ME! @~@

No matter how hard i try, it's still the same. ><

Okay, i knew i promise to post the photos i took in china.

But i was really busy and LAZY to upload those photos.

But.. PLEASE VISIT FACEBOOK OKAY?? :D

Anyway, 爱似百汇 is out. Please support.

IT'S REALLY A NICE SHOW! xDD

I MISS ANNING!

2010-11-28T18:52:00.008+08:00

Okay, i'm back from china. Seriously, i miss the trip a lot. It should be longer.

Anywayys, just gonna post about things that we did at china and upload some photos.

It will be quite a long post i suppose.

Day one (18.11.10)

Woke up damn early in the morning with sister and my parents as they were sending me off at the airport. The first person whom i saw at the airport was amanda. Waited for yeeteng and huijun to reach. We were then told to gather in our groups. Follow by checking in our luggage and so on. After that we were gathered together again to take group photos. We were as if like having a press conference. CAMERAS CAMERAS were everywhere. *Dunno which camera to look at*

Board the flight to Bangkok. My breakfast was damn nice compared to the others. Know what? Yeeteng and amanda actually sat at the wrong sit and end up they took each other breakfast. And amanda's one was actually much more nicer. LOL.

Reach bangkok's airport after one hour - two hour flight. Experienced a 'amazing race' there. We ran from one end of the airport to the other end to catch our transit flight. -.-

It was damn tiring alrights!

Reach kunming airport at 2 plus. We had a one hour bus ride and finally reach the hotel. The tour guide then brought us around to familiarise with the surroundings. We saw children selling flowers along the streets. I really pity them a lot and also realise how fortunate we are. We then had our dinner and finally back to hotel to rest. Forgot to mention, my room-mate is huijun. xD

Day Two (19.11.10)

Woke up early in the morning at 6 plus if i'm not wrong. Had our breakfast at the hotel, 28th floor. Huijun and me were late but luckily mrs tan didn't scold us.

Breakfast were fine. Quite delicious. I rmbed huijun had lots of leftovers as she took a lot of dishes to try. And never finish them. -.-

We went to anning middle school after our breakfast. We went to their auditorium when we reach there. There were about 400 plus people at the auditorium. We were warmly welcomed by the heming principal and the students there. Heming principal and miss teo had their speech there too. After the speech, we were paired up with our buddies. My buddy was ziyi, which was the one that came during august. Afterwards, we went to learn calligraphy. Well, my words was freaking ugly! Luckily we do not have calligraphy as our lesson. If not i think i fail it badly.

Went back to the auditorium to have the speech on "You and Me". And also a few performances put up by them. After that, we headed to the sports hall to have our lesson on changquan (long fist). Everybody was quite crazy when comes to the "HA!" thing! HEHEH!

We then have our dinner and blogging at night at the hotel.

Day Three (20.11.10)

Wake up in the morning to have our breakfast at the hotel again. Went to Anning again to go to our home visiting buddy's house. I was paired with a buddy called lv yang. Sorry, it's in hanyu pinyin spelling. Her house was damn nice. She also had a dog as her pet. Damn cutexx!! xD

She invited two of her friends too. (Dunno their name, sorry). Went around her house to familiarise the surroundings. We then went back to her house to make dumplings. It was quite fun yeah?! HAHA. After that, we went for shopping and also visited their park. Their park there is like verii different from ours that is in singapore. Very different. We then headed back to her house after all the shopping and walked back to school with her mom.

Afterwards, we went to the Yunnan Cultural Village. Their scenery was very beautiful yeah. Took a lot of pictures. :P

Went to back to restaurant to have our dinner. And headed back to hotel.

Day Four (21.11.10)

Woke up slightly later today. Went to Shilin (Stone Forest) and Jiuxiang cave.

At shilin, i saw lots of different shapes and sizes of stones. Yeah. It was beautiful.

Went to jiuxiang after that. Had a very fun time there though i have asthma attack. ><

Everybody was busy taking photos.

Esp. amanda, the camera man. xD

Headed back to hotel after dinner.

Day Five (22.11.10)

Went to Wenquan primary school today to have our science experiment. I was so nervous when it comes to my turn to conduct the science experiment. Luckily yeeteng was there giving me all the comfort. Thanks a lot.

We also had our performance at the primary school. xD

Had lunch with our buddies. A lot dishes is beef de lohh. OMG! Zz.

We then proceed back to anning to have a school tour then.. Our taiji lesson. OMG! IT'S DAMN BORING! All of us were about to fall asleep. But for some reasons, we laughed while doing some of the steps.

Went for shopping afterwards. HEHEH!! Though there doesn't have much things to shop, but.. Still bought quite a number of things. HEHE!

Day Six (23.11.10)

Last day at anning..

Went to the sports hall again to have our last revision on taiji. Followed by the Yi dance. Yeah, it was fun!! But i tend to get confused of the steps behind lohh!

Next up was the Dai dance. HEHEH! More fun of course! But the ethnic costume dun suits me! Ewww~

We then had our second round of performance at the school hall, in front of the anning students. Of course the anning students also performed! (:

We were then told to exchanged gifts with our buddy. Then all of us danced the Yi dance together. xD

Then.. Took photographs together. And.. I cried. Shahren, huijun they all kept on comforting me. When we gonna went up the bus, nabihan cried too, follow by shahren, huijun and amanda. Fairuz and saqinah came to comfort shahren and nabihan. Shahren, nabihan also came to my side to comfort me. I rmb nabihan said to shahren and me,"I rather be sick than to see you all cry." But himself also crying. Sick still lend his windbreaker and jacket to us.. Haiyo.

But this was the first time.. I really know the definition of friendship, and had felt it too. Sharing our happiness together, cry and comforting each other when we are sad. Thanks a lot to those who comfort me especially shahren, nabihan and huijun.

Day Seven (24.11.10)

Went to dinosaur valley. Saw lots of dinosaur fossils there. Mr Teo still scare huijun and me. >_<

We also went to the theme park and play. Played two of the outdoor games jiu cannt take it le. Went for a short rest then continue to play merry-go-round and bumbler car! Feel even more nauseous after that. Thanks wenzhao for the medicine. (:

Went for shopping again. Ran with Mrs tan along the streets just to buy the things we want. Sorry teacher.. xD

HEHEH! Went for dinner afterwards. And.. Our last blogging! >.<

Day Eight (25.11.10)

Went to western hill today. But only went first part of it cause it was rainning. ITS FREEZING COLD THERE!! Its a pity lohh, never climb up there. ><

Came back to singapore.. Cried at the airport with shahren again. But i tried to hold back my tears. ._.

Received a dvd from the anning teachers.

Really miss those days very much.

Back to normal post.

I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS. FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS, THANKS FOR ALL OF YOU. IF IT WASN'T YOU GUYS, THIS TRIP WUN BE THAT MEANINGFUL AND MEMORABLE. I REALLY FELT EMPTY THIS FEW DAYS. MISS YOU GUYS LOTS.

*PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED IN THE NEXT POST*

Loves,

Chuhui

2010-11-17T18:18:00.002+08:00

Sorry bloggie, gonna neglect you for 8 days. xD

Miss me yeah, readers. (:

No one knows what will happens in the next second.

2010-11-01T19:12:00.005+08:00

30.10.2010/Saturday

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENNA!!

Work in the afternoon at 1pm.

Was so tired, really wanted to fall asleep..

Latif kept laugh at me!! :@

Bought ice latte and wanted to rush home to watch personal taste.

End up daddy came to fetch me. HEHES.

So good of him. xD

Took a pic while he cycled me home.

31.10.2010/Sunday

Nothing much about it.

01.11.2010/Monday

Receive a email from aiqi!!

HEHES, i miss her lots!

Hope to see her in kunming!! xD

Start bridging today..

Met samantha, huijun, maggie, clarissa & yeeteng at coffeeshop.

Thanks for the belated birthday present.

It's nice. ♥

Headed back to class for chemistry lesson.

Was alright.. Just a bit confused about the reduction and oxidation.

Went to coffeeshop for lunch and went to avt for twinning.

Headed back to class for a.maths.

This is the first time i really wanted to skip a.maths lesson!

I HATE A.MATHS TRIGO!!!

Homed...

Mood really swings after school.

'Quarrel' with amanda after i reach home.

Anyway, sorry that i called you so many times.

Just realise that i haven complete my 30 letters challenge.

I'm slow i know.. LOL.

Continue-ing

Day 13: Someone you wish could forgive you.

No one bah??

HEHE.. Currently can't think of any.. xD

也许你们认为我想太多。

但我真没有办法不去想，因为我在乎你们。

增竟有人和我说过，当人与人之间的关系到了最高点，无法再往上时，就会往下。

我希望这不会发生在我们的身上，反而我们的友情会永远维持在那最高点。

It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves. - William Shakespeare

2010-10-29T21:17:00.002+08:00

9 days since i post.. Haha.

Was quite busy this week due to the twinning thing.

Went to amanda's house yesterday for the twinning thingy.

Fall asleep at her house. Haha.

Plan to watch THE CHILD'S EYE together on wenesday after co. :D

Went to school for the song practice for twinning.

Huijun's dance demonstration was so funny.

Should have record down a video. =X

Went to bugis together with yeeteng, huijun and maggie.

Then go cut hair with yeeteng together. Haha.

Maggie kept laugh at yeeteng's fringe.

Gotten back report book yesterday.

Was quite satisfied with my result.

But mom neh say anything. ><

Wondering if i should drop to combine science a not..

Should i?

I felt so tired.

2010-10-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

O lvls started today i suppose.

Next year.. During this day, will be the day where we will set for our papers.

Yesterday, was the graduation ceremony for sec 4s and 5s.

Was just browsing through some seniors' facebook profile.

Saw lots of pics which they took yesterday.

Well.. I think i will be like them next year.

Having lots of memories in ev with friends, seniors/juniors.

Anyway...

Got back my geog and ss paper today.

SS was alright but geog was somehow.. But i pass anyway.

Gonna got back my el paper 1 tmr..

I've a feeling that i will fail my EL.

Hope miracles happens. ><

Life is simple, it's just not easy.

2010-10-20T19:07:00.005+08:00

Yippeeeeeee!!

I'm back yeah?? Haha.

Went back to malaysia for grandpa's birthday last weekend.

I was damn bored there, nothing to do.

Well.. Got some of my results back today.

Pretty satisfied with chem, mt and maths paper 2 except for EL ..

Hope my paper one could pull my marks up..

A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow.

2010-10-05T21:24:00.002+08:00

This will be my last post before i stop blogging due to the upcoming exams.

Seriously.. This few days i really thought through a lot.

I really really hope that i'm the one who think too much.

But somehow.. It wasn't.

Yes.. Duncan was right, what's yours will eventually be yours.

But sometimes it wasn't that easy to give up on salvaging the friendship which you cherish so much.

I tried lots of ways to stop thinking about it. But failed.

We knew verii clearly in our heart, we are drifted apart.

Even though it's like that, i still wants to be with you guys.

I've never regret being friends with you.

Times with you guys are so memorable, so fun and happy.

I really hope i'm the one who think too much.

This sat, my birthday, i hope you will be the first to wish my happy birthday, if you still rmb.

When the world says, "Give up," Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."

2010-09-24T19:18:00.003+08:00

23.09.2010

Yesterday stay back in school to study with maggie, huijun and samantha.

Surprise rights? Haha. xD

Went to bbt shop with kaiming after that.

Ate cheese fries plus chili. ^^

Home sweet home with maggie and huijun after that.

24.09.2010, Today

Stayed back in school today to study at library again.

With the same girls plus clarissa and yeeteng.

Shaojie and me kept 'distubing' miss zubaidah while she was giving kannan they all remedial.

Anyway, i disturb enshing and jocelyn.L too. xD

Went to ITLR after the library was closed.

Yeah, there was noisy.. VERY NOISY. ><

Came back home..

Mood turns bad after mom came back.

Thanks to duncan listening to all my craps.

You're really a good listener. (:

ANYWAY, I might not blog as often due to the upcoming exams. I've to put in more effort studies!

Sorry to neglect you bloggie.

Miss me yeah, ppl. (:

心疼你的心疼

2010-09-20T21:23:00.003+08:00

总是在夜深人静想一个人

你留个我的回忆  映著月光更深刻

如果说后悔可以杀一个人

我已经为你死掉  多少次了呢

你的泪痕  你默默忍耐过的寒冷

我现在才懂得

心疼你的心疼  想紧紧把你抱著

去弥补从前所有不完整 让我让你快乐

为你的微笑负责 承诺过的未来还在等

等我们的爱重生

时间是一道不能反转的门

那时的年少轻狂  如今想来多残忍

只不过这个世上没有一本

能够教我们如何  相爱的手册

你的泪痕  你默默忍耐过的寒冷

我现在才懂得~~~

心疼你的心疼  想紧紧把你抱著

去弥补从前所有不完整

让我让你快乐  为你的微笑负责

承诺过的未来还在等  等我们的爱重生

RAP：

再也不会让你受伤了

我也完全明白爱能教人心多疼

这次换我等  换我为你牺牲

让我守护你  跟我一起走过时间的河

的河~ 的河~ 的河~

我老公下个月回国  我就要结婚了

永远不知道  真正的幸福是什麽时候降临

人们往往在流逝之中看见瞬间

而那一刻  是最真实的

心疼你的心疼  想紧紧把你抱著

去弥补从前所有不完整

让我让你快乐  为你的微笑负责

承诺过的未来还在等  等我们的爱重生

我的任务已经完成

有一句话一直想对你说

祝你永远幸福

永远不知道  真正的幸福是什麽时候降临

人们往往在流逝之中看见瞬间

而那一刻  是最真实的

Day 12：The person you hated most

2010-09-20T21:13:00.002+08:00

Today..
Lesson.. Was alright?
Mdm Naj wasn't here agains. The sixth day le.
Miss Zubaidah wasn't here for maths too.
Geog? Combine with the other geog class.
It was quite fun yeah? HEHE..
Finally get to combine with them!
RECESS..
Almost fainted! >_<

Went back to class for chemistry.

After that was STAR! But cher wasn't here.

Then went to assemble for co.

Took a long time to decide what to eat.

Then.. Went to carry instrument etc.

Performed at the old folk's home.

It was kinda...

Came back to school..

And tmall with yeanrong!

Ate at mac and slack at popular a while before going home. (:

That's all i think! xD

Will post the pics and videos on co blog and facebook when i'm free. (:

Day 12: The person you hated most
NO ONE!
COZ I LOVE ALL PEOPLE AROUND ME! xD

原来，爱情从来没有离开过。只是我记得，你忘了。 - 下一站，幸福

2010-09-16T18:41:00.003+08:00

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.

Name: Chuhui
Birth Date: 09 Oct 95
Current Location: Singapore, Tampines
Hair Color: Black
Righty/Lefty: Righty.

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.

Your fear: Cats
Your dream of the perfect date: Dun tell you. =X

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.

Your thoughts first waking up: Can i dun wake up?
Your best physical feature: Dunno.
Your bed time: Depends.
Your most missed memory: Days when seniors is school.

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.

Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: Mcdonalds.
Single or Group Dates: Group dates.
Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino.

LAYER 5: DO YOU.

Smoke: Of course NOT!
Curse: Almost everytime．

Take showers: Yeah.
Have a crush: Dunno? Maybe yes, maybe no.
Like school: Yes.
Believe in yourself: Seldom.
Believe what goes around comes around: Yup!
Believe everything happens for a reason: Yeah!
Think you’re a health freak: Never.

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.

Gone to the mall: Dun rmb le.
Been on stage: Yeah, 19 August. Class performance. xD
Eaten sushi: Nope.
Been hurt: Yeah.
Dyed your hair: No.

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.

Played a stripping game: Defintely no!
Kissed the same sex: Yep!
Got beaten up: Nahh.
Changed who you were to fit in: Nope.

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.

Age you’re hoping to be married by: Dunno.
Number of kids you’re planning on having: Dunno.

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.

Best eye color: Black/Brown. (:
Short or long hair: Long
Fat or fit: Fit.
Looks or personality: Both.
Fun or serious: Both

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.

1 MINUTE AGO: Blogging, playing cafe world.
1 HOUR AGO: Sleeping.
1 WEEK AGO: Cannt rmb.
1 YEAR AGO: Studying for exams.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.

I feel: tired.

I hate: being alone.
I hide: my love for you. ><

LAYER 12: FAVORITES.

Band: Lollipop, fahrenheit.
Color: Blue.
Food: Anything.

LAYER 13: RANDOM.

How long have you known your best friend?: Since sec one.
When’s the last time you kissed someone?: Dun rmb le lah.
What’s your middle name?: None.
What are you excited for?: Kunming trip!
Do you have any saved texts on your phone?: Yeahs.
What’s something random about you?: Dunno.

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Above is a quiz i found on maggie's blog.

Day 11: A deceased person you wish you could talk to

2010-09-16T18:20:00.003+08:00

Day 11: A deceased person you wish you could talk to

Deceased person? I'll always think of him whenever ppl ask me this qn.

He was my cousin. A guy who died of asthma?

I dun rmb his name, i dunno if he's elder or younger than me.

I juz rmb that this incident happen verii sudden when i was young.

I juz knew that my aunt was verii verii sad.

Sometimes, i even wonder what if he's still around?

How different will it be?

Day 10: Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

2010-09-14T23:10:00.006+08:00

(Me emo-ing)

Heheh, back with two pics. (:

Juz now i was seriously fustrated! Thanks again to duncan to listen to my complaints everytime. (:

Let's dun talk about it anymore.

有时候我真的很怀念那种和自己喜欢的人在一起的感觉。

可能是一个人久了，我开始忘了那种相爱的感觉。

每一次看见你，总是希望能和你说话。

看到你，会让我的心跳加速。

我知道你和我不可能。

但这种说不出的喜欢。在我心里真的让我有点难受。

希望有一天，有机会的话，我和你可以做朋友。

Day 10: Someone you don't talk as much as you'd like to

It's him again.

Everytime you walk pass me, i'll always hope you could talk to me.

Though we are not friends, but merely schoolmates, but i really hope to at least be your friend.

Can i?

Day 9: Someone you wish you could meet

2010-09-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

Here to post agains.

I'm so sleepy right now.. *yawns*

Anyway.. Actually.. Nothing to post about lah.

Just wanna show one video.. Which i saw it maggie's blog.

Enjoy! (:

Change my blogskin again. (:

Day 9: Someone you wish you could meet

I wish i could meet someone who will concern me, cares for me.

Someone who know me well, knows what i want.

Someone who will love me for what i am.

And.. I hope this person is you..

Off to sleep right now. ^^

Day 8 : Your favourite internet friend

2010-09-09T13:08:00.007+08:00

Went out with to celebrate huijun & yeeteng's birthday on monday!
It was great manxz ! HEHE ~

MONDAY
Left house at 10.30 to meet chelsea, maggie, clarissa and samantha at t1 to design cake for the two birthday girls.
End up chelsea did turn up due to somethings.
So we design ourselves.
We had a fun time designing the cake yeah?

Went to meet up with chelsea at seoul garden.
Waited for huijun & yeeteng to reach.
Had lots of fun there. Ate a lot too.
Went to arcade to play too.
The most memorable ones was the basketball one & the drum.
Huijun & clarissa even crawl up to the basketball.. -.-
Took neos too. (:

After that.. Went to chelsea's workplace to eat the birthday cake. HAHA. (:

Anyway.. One mad woman came out of the toilet to scold us which really spoils our mood.

Went to bugis after that except for chelsea.
We were walking rounds and rounds to find huijun's bag and maggie's hoodie.
Home sweet home with clarissa. (:

MY FAVOURITE PIC! xD

Day 8: Your favourite internet friend
Favourite internet friend..
Hmms.. It's him bah.. (:

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend

2010-09-03T16:31:00.002+08:00

It has been a long time since i post yeah.
Sorry.. Neglected you. >_<

Holidays had arrive.
Will be going out with my girls on monday to celebrate huijun and yeeteng's birthday.
It has been a long time since we went out together.
Hope it will be fun yeah ~ ^^

Results?
Emm.. okay bah?
Could be better. >.<

Today..
Had a chat with someone. (Shall not say her name)
From her, i realise that she's had been so strong.
Though she was sad, though deep inside her heart it's pain, but she still continues to live on stonger and stronger.
I juz wanna tell her, cheer up!
One day, you will forgot all the pain.

Day 7 - Your Ex-boyfriend
DUN FEEL LIKE TALKING ABOUT HIM.

Day 6: A Stranger

2010-08-24T18:54:00.004+08:00

Back with a bad news.

My cousin juz lost her newborn baby. >_<

I bet she's freaking sad now.

Anyway, school is tiring today.

Had readers' theatre.

Think i score quite badly.

Lost my wallet today.

So lucky to found it at general office.

THANKS TO THE PERSON WHO PICK MY WALLET.

I really miss the past co. Last time it wasn't like this,

But now..

I miss jiaolian, i miss my seniors, and the laughter we once had.

I really hope that the current co could buck up.

Our standard really drops a lot. Its worse than primary school.

I hope at least to have a silver for the next syf.

Day 6: A Stranger

Stranger? LOL.

What to talk about?

Nothing..

Day 5: Your dreams

2010-08-19T19:40:00.002+08:00

School-ed as usual today with maggie, yeeteng and huijun.
Chat with huijun while walking to school.
Hmms.. Today.. Should be quite a busy day bah.

Maths first.
It was alright.
Miss Zubaidah told me that yesterday she went for YOG and saw a thailand girl who resembles me. -.-
Second was physics.
Faiz and i went blur.. Coz we dun understand.
After that, went for class performance last rehearsal.
Then assembly starts soon.
Emms.. I'm not sure how's the test but.. We really put in our heart and soul in this performance. No matter what, we tried our best. :D
Then.. SS TEST!!
Emms.. Alright bah. Haha. Hope it wun pull down my overall marks.

Homed alone.
Emms.. Seems that we are quite drifted apart?
Maybe it's becoz we are in different class bah.
Miss the past 2o7. >_<

Day 5: Your dreams
Emms.. I'm not sure of my dream.
Coz.. I really not sure. Lol.

Day 4: Your sibilings(or closest relative)

2010-08-18T21:04:00.002+08:00

Today was quite a tiring day as i'm going home late for 2 days already.
And yet.. Had to stay back today for co agains.
Anyway, today mt results was out.
Some seniors got B3..
It seems to be like quite difficult i think?
I thought it will have more of the A's.
But also not bad lah. (:

Anyway, class performance tmr.
Emms.. Hopefully it will go as what we plan. :D
Ss test tmr too.
Hate it! GRRR.. >_<

Day 4: Your sibiling(or close relative)
Hmms.. I shall write about my close relative, which is my cousin matt.
You might found it familiar coz his name has appeared in my bloggie. :D
Though we are not that close lah..
But is the closest amongst my cousin at my father side.
He's a verii socialize person who always try to talk to me(cause i verii quiet there).
Then will like bring us out for shopping & tell us things about him.
And sometimes also try to give me advice when i'm troubled with some things.
I actually really feel lucky to have such a cousin.

Day 3: Your Parents

2010-08-17T21:40:00.003+08:00

Today was a tiring day..
Yet we still need to stay back for class performance.
Decided on a skit and singing..
Hopefully this time round we could perform a better performance.
Not like the sec 3 camp.. Where everyone screwed up at the last min.
Jiayou, 3o6!! ^^

Homed alone after that..
Haiz.. So sad ~

Anyway, happy birthday to mr kingston ng. (:

Day 3: Your parents
My parents?
Hmms.. I dunno how to start on this topic..
They were verii naggy, esp my mom..
Always nag nag nag ~
But i know deep inside their heart, they care for me a lot.
No matter what, I still love them. ♥

Day 2: Your crush

2010-08-14T18:49:00.003+08:00

Back from work.
Today dunno why feel a little stress and tired.
Saw brenna today too. (:

Juz saw a email from aiqi.
She's just cutexz!! xD

Day 2: Your crush
Currently i only wanna concentrate on studies.
So.. The answer is nobody.
Unless i really found a guy who really loves me. xD

Day 1: Your best friend

2010-08-11T22:16:00.002+08:00

Today school-ed as per normal.
Had emaths test..
I think it's quite easy lah.. Haha ~
But actually never study.. *Opps*

After maths was mother tongue.
Teacher wasn't here cause she was busy hosting the anning students.
Read newspaper and i took a short nap..
Kept kena disturb by zicheng.. *IRRITATED*

Recess with maggie, clarissa and samantha.
Ate chicken noodle together.
Today recess was quiet ~

Head-ed for english lesson then.
It was bored ~
After completing my work..
Took a short nap. xD

Headed to sac after this.
Finally can meet my anning friends!!
Miss them. ^^
Had lunch together. But in fact i wasn't hungry.
So.. Juz ate some noodles.
Lemon tea was too sweet. ><
Mango pudding was nice ~

Had some gift exchange and photo taking session.
It's time to say goodbye ~
Hoped to see them soon in november. (:

Had briefing after that.. Took a lot of courage to speak up de loh.. Had co.. It sucks ~ Hoped there's improvement.

Day 1: Your best friend
Best friend? Emms.. To me.. There are quite a lot of best friends?
They are maggie, samantha, chelsea, yeeteng, huijun, clarissa and priscilla.
All were actually great great friends with me.
Esp priscilla?
The one who always helped me when i needed help.
Haha, thanks to you guys a lot. (:

30 letters.

2010-08-10T19:28:00.002+08:00

Finallyyy ~
After thinking for a long time..
I DECIDED TO DO THE 30 LETTERS. ^^
I know lah, verii long.. haha.
I'll start maybe tmr, if possible? Haha.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Paranoid?

2010-08-06T17:21:00.009+08:00

Back agains. Well.. Today is the celebration of national day in school.
And, the Anning pupils came to our school again.
Had the national parade at parade square.
Went to sac after that.
Ya.. And of course interaction with anning pupils.
It was kind of awkward at first?
But it gets better when we went to 501 for class room activities.
Li jie got his face painted?
And ai qi made a fan. YA..

Followed by hall concert.
Had quite a lot of fun yeah?
After that, we went back to sac for the welcome speech, games & lunch.
The game was indeed fun?
Lunch was verii.. Full i suppose?

Anyway, Had picture taking with them and they left school for chinatown.
Stay-ed for briefing. And went to amanda and kaiming's school after that.
End up we cannt go in. -.-
So decided to go to tmall's mac.
Took 8 and end up we took the wrong bus.
So took 18 back to inter.
Went to mac for lunch and headed to popular.
Stay-ed a while and homed.

Currently msn-ing with duncan. Maybe he was right?
I really dunno. We seems to be drifted apart.
But even there's a second chance for me to choose.
My choice will still be the same.
Coz the time i spend with you guys, was the most memorable.

PICTURE TIME !!

CLASSROOM ACTIVITIES!

AT SAC!

THANKYOU

2010-08-05T19:38:00.002+08:00

To duncan, shahren & amanda:

Thanks a lot today. Ya, i feel much better after crying and telling you guys what happen etc. Esp. duncan. BIG BIG thanks to you for listening to me. You are really a great listener(though you dunno how to console ppl). Thanks a lot. I do feel much better. (:

Trying my best although i was thinking of giving up.

2010-08-02T22:07:00.004+08:00

Another tiring day for me..
Haiz..
Has been thinking of the same thing since lunch til now.
Thanks to duncan.
I know he was trying to cheer me up.
Though i was still a little upset luh.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIZ!!! :D
Hope you enjoy your birthday yeah. (:

True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side.

It's just complicated.

2010-07-29T15:19:00.004+08:00

Hello ~
Long time never post le.
Sorry uh, currently at home no internet connection. >.<

So must come yeeteng's house to blog. ._.

Juz to blog about the things happen this few days luh. (:

22nd July (Thursday)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ENSHING ~~
:D

24th July (Saturday)
My grandparents came to my house from malaysia.
Thought they will reach verii early.
So i iron and pack my things damn fast.
Then, my aunt called and tell me that she bringing my the other cousin, geokcheng, to our house.
Such a coincidence loh.
Then matt came to my house too.
Both cousin came to my house for the first time.
Awesome ~
Well, chatted with matt and pass him the star. ^^
So.. After he and grandparents left at 7pm, my the other cousin, junhao came.
They were playing poker cards while i was taking pics.

25th July (Sunday)
Went to the SYCO CONCERT!!
It's damn AWESOME!
The whole co should go and see how their standard is.

26th July (Monday)
Damn pissed off with some of the things happening in co.
I hope it will be better?

29th July - TODAY
Well.. There's nothing much today lah.
Juz went to tmall with huijun, maggie and yeeteng.
Anyway, i founded this website.. On 死神少女.
I can't wait for the CD to be released!! :D

http://www.facebook.com/gloomysaladdays
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/gloomysalad/

Can i go back to the past?

2010-07-20T22:34:00.003+08:00

Today.. School-ed as usual.
Maggie recommended me one song after we alight. xD
Shall post it later. ;)

Mdm naj wasn't here today.
Quite good i suppose? No ss lesson.
Had gong han test during mt lesson.
Hopefully can pass. ._.

Arranged the tables for the GCE o lvl thingy.
Had fun while arranging. xD
Walk-ed to tampines library with sharmaine, samantha and weijian for chemistry project.
Had a bad headache after i reach there.
Finished at about 3?
Bus-ed with sharmaine and home-d alone. ><

Heard from grandmother that my cousin, geoklan juz gave birth yesterday.
Yet the baby is only 6 months plus.
It's so...

I actually wonder how the seniors did. xD
Hopefully they will do well!

Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part, it’s what we leave behind that’s tough.

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes…just be an illusion.

2010-07-14T22:41:00.003+08:00

Only love let’s us see normal things in an extraordinary way.

Today.. Was another tiring day for me.

Slept at 12.30pm last night.
My eyes juz feel like closing.

Recently.. There are quite a lot of bees in school.
I HATE IT MANXZ!
So... DISGUSTING!

Went tmall with yanring and clarissa.
Saw wanqing there.
Went to popular to buy my earpiece and then headed to mac for lunch.
Sat there gossip agains. HEHE!

Went back to inter to go back to school.
Saw xinping there.
Oh ya, i saw my daddy, aaron with a girl.
Think papa's stead bahs?

Then.. Went to ntuc with junxian to buy chocolate for mega they all.
It's a pity that i cannt go for the dinner.
Wish them ALL THE BEST!

SYCO ON NEXT SUNDAY!
CAN'T WAIT! :D

Fate

2010-07-09T21:46:00.002+08:00

Today..
Breakfast>>PE>>Maths>>MT>>RECESS>>English
Lesson were okay. Haha.
Except for mt. THE TEST SUCKS!
I spend a lot of time thinking of what to write.
Almost cannt finish lohs..

After school.. Collect money for the concert.
Emms.. Yanrong accompany me to wait for kwangyang.
End up kwangyang go buy the ticket himself.
I stayed back in school to complete the mt compo.
Tried damn hard.
Luckily teacher say the starting correct le.
FINALLY LOHS!
BIG THANKS to AMANDA, JUSTIN, JASLENE AND TAN LAO SHI! xD

Haha.. I know my post verii wordy.
I'll try to post pics or videos okays?
But during my free time. =X

If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If they don’t, they never were.

I’m a fish out of water without you.

2010-07-08T21:39:00.002+08:00

School-ed per normal today.
Eh.. Everyone seems to be tired early in the morning.
Anyway.. I slept during most of the lesson..

School end at 1.15pm.
And i went tmall with yeeteng.
Saw huijun and maggie when we are crossing the road while they were in bus.
Wave goodbye at them and i think yeeteng say got one motorist thought we waving at him. -.-

Saw a yongquan when we juz came out of tmall.
Saw a childcare friend when we were walking back to inter.
He still rmb me lohs.. The last time i saw him was.. 8 years ago?
I've already forgotten his name sia.. *surprises*

Tmr.. Morning.. Breakfast in class to celebrate youth day.
Other class like 305 and 307 seems to have the whole class bringing breakfast together to class.
Not like our class lohs.. Mdm naj juz throw everything to us..
Hopefully tmr.. Is another happy and memorable day?

Failure is only a temporary change in direction to set you straight for your next success. Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly.

I MISS YOU, SENIORS!

2010-07-07T21:51:00.003+08:00

Helloooos! I'm back again!
Today.. Nothing special..
Juz like normal school days.
Though school starts later today, i still feel tired. >_<
WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME?!

Anyway, went to pizza hut after school with yanrong, yeeteng and clarissa.
Emms.. Quite fun lahs.
We gossip a lot uhs.

Went back school for co.
Emms.. I ran up and down juz for the scores for cello and percussion.
It ended up with qiu jiaolian. -.-
*Tireds*

Plan to go for syco concert.
I could still rmb the last time we went..
Was on august 2008 i suppose.
With brenna, yuxin, kwangyang and lots more.
I miss the seniors.. MISS THEM BADLY!!
I hope everyone can go for the concert?

Emms.. Tagboard seems to be a little dead?
Haha.. *Lame*

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

命中注定

2010-07-05T17:17:00.002+08:00

据说有一种鲸鱼，

会从寒冷的北极，

不顾环境气候的变化，

全力的游到温暖的太平洋，

就是为了要和命中注定的对象相遇。

Did i tried my best?

2010-06-30T22:04:00.002+08:00

Today.. Had the kunming interview. Emms.. Think it sucks bahs? I hate interview the most! Think no hope go kunming le.

Hmms.. I'm Tired!!

Anyway, as i promise matt to do i star for him, think i will start doing tmr. >< Treat it as a birthday gift for him bahs? And one for YANRONG!

By the way, anyone interested to go for the SCO concert on 24th july?
7.30pm.

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak. Sometimes it just means you are strong enough to let go.

我爱他

2010-06-28T22:02:00.003+08:00

First day of school today..
Haiz.. I'm still in holiday mood..

Everything was the same except for our time-table and seating arrangement.
Faiz in front, samantha behind, enshing at the side.
WHY NEVER CHANGE TEACHER?!
I WAN MR HOROLD GOH TO TEACH US PHYSICS!!!!

Faiz and me kept talking about dropping to combine science.
Seriously, science is not suitable for us. That's why our science standard sucks.

Anyway, had co today.
Emms.. Pretty alright lahs.
Oh ya, i saw miss ng during lunch today! xD
MISS HER!!

Chat with Matt juz now.
He kept asking me to do star..
HAHA! FELT SO COMFORTABLE AFTER TALKING TO HIM.
Dunno why it's always like this..

I'm back again. ._.

2010-06-23T15:59:00.004+08:00

Well, I'm back again. Went malaysia for about 6 days.

Emms.. Ya, it's fun. Wish to go back again soon.

Left about 4 days before school starts.

Yet i'm still struggling with my homewk.

Hope to finish it soon. >_<

I MISS THEM. <3

I Miss You

2010-06-10T18:50:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~

Was co fun today ? Haha .
Haha , for me , emms .. okay lahs . Coz i never play . =P
Being the station master is sooooo boring lohs .
So good lohs, you guys can play together . Haha .
Anyway , tmr we will be playing other games .
I hope you all can enjoy yourself . See you guys tmr . ^^

人间有奇迹？

2010-06-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

我相信这句话.. <人间有奇迹>, 不要把事情想成坏的.
每件事的发生, 都可能是个考验... - MATT NG

对不起

2010-06-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

I'M SORRIE ._.

寂寞暴走

2010-06-01T20:52:00.002+08:00

为什么越来越爱一个人
却觉得越来越寂寞。。

Firstly , Happy Belated Birthday to MAGGIE !
I'm so sorry that i cannt celebrate with you . ><
SORRIE ._.

Meet yeeteng and clarissa for school for mt oral exam today .
I can only say .. MY READING AND CONVERSATION SUCKS !!
I think i'll drop out from band 1 after SA2 .

Went to mac to discuss about the co camp thing .
Thanks for clarissa's help .
If not i think i'll die manxz !
Saw yanrong . But i was busy talking to amanda and xiuping through phone . Haha .
So .. Never really talk to her . xD

Will be having a.maths lesson tmr .
Had to meet miss nah for the co camp thingy again .
Think i'll be having a hard time for this bahs . >.<

Hmms .. Shall end here .
Enjoy the mv . ^^

S-T-A-R

2010-05-25T19:48:00.002+08:00

Hehes ! Finally done with this . It took me so long to complete lohs ! Nice rights ? Haha .

Anyway , school has been alright . Hmms .. Co resumes tmr , and i'm still thinking of the camp games during holidays . Maggie and clarissa suggest us to stay overnight in school . Hopefully the teachers allow bahs . Currently trying to call amanda . WHERE THE HELL SHE IS ?! I'VE IMPT THINGS TO DISCUSS WITH HER MANXZ !

Tmr will be last day of school .. I bet i'll miss school and of course my girls . ^^ Hopefully i'll be able to go out and celebrate maggie's birthday together with her . And clarissa's . (:

Haha , going to eat my strawberries now . ^^ THANKS TO HIM ! xD

^(oo)^

2010-05-23T14:04:00.003+08:00

Hehes .. Had been doing this for 2 days , and finally i finish !! xD

Haha , cute rights ? ^(oo)^

Hmms .. I shall redo the star again when i'm free . (:

Yeeteng : Haha . Thankyou .
Yanrong : HELLO ! THANKYOU !

Fated to love you

2010-05-21T13:26:00.003+08:00

Haiz ..
Got back my results .. Seriously , it sucks !
Gonna buck for the next semester !

Anyway , congrats to maggie and huijun for coming band 1 .
Jiayous ~

Hmms .. nothing to post .. haha . xD

Maggie : Thankyou . Tagg-ed back . xD

米修

2010-05-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

Went kbox today with my girls to celebrate samantha's birthday .
Spent most of our time there of course .
Had lots of fun coz of our joker - huijun . xD
Haha , and others also . (:
Went to chelsea's workplace to have our dinner . HAHA .
The waffle quite nice lohs .
Shall go there again when there's a chance . ^^
Went to take neo .
Stupid machine !! :@
When to chelsea's house there .
Bought snowy down .
She kept barking at me when we preparing to go home . *scary*
Walk to esso to buy SWEETS !
Then took 293 with maggie , clarissa and yeeteng .
Lots of chatting in the bus .
My leg pain lohs . Think got ants bite . ><
Anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA ! Hehes . xD

I cried . But did you know ? Did you know i was talking about you when you ask me ? What happen to us ? I'm still waiting .. Waiting for your msg .

FREAKING TIRED

2010-05-12T16:10:00.003+08:00

Hello . It has been a long time since i post yeahs .

Currently struggling with exams . Will be having the last paper tmr .

Seriously , i've no confidence in this whole sa1 .

Especially PHYSICS ! Haiz ..

Thanks for brenna and junkiat's concern . I'll try my verii best for the next SA .

After tmr .. On friday .. IT'S GONNA BE SOMBODY'S BIRTHDAY . xD

Gonna celebrate together at kbox .

Hmms .. WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRST JUZ IN CASE I'M TOO BUSY TO POST AGAINS .

Well .. Shall study now . xD

EVERYBODY JIAYOU FOR THE LAST PAPER !! ^^

夏天协奏曲

2010-05-11T13:38:00.003+08:00

Another nice show recommended by huijun .

Quite touching . (:

Grandma's birthday '10

2010-04-26T19:33:00.005+08:00

Juz came back from malaysia yesterday . Emms .. Should i say fun ?

DAY ONE - FRIDAY(23.04.10)
Went to print some photos with clarissa and yeeteng after school . (:
Haha , have lots of fun horhs ? xD
Rush home to do homewk . And to prepare some other stuffs . ><

Leave house for malaysia at around 8+ ? Reach there at about 10+ , going 11 . Ate some cake and went to sleep .

DAY TWO - SATURDAY(24.04.10)
Was disturb by my two niece and my sister when i'm sleeping peacefully at 5 AM !! Was then disturb by my parents and my aunt at 8+ agains ! -.-
Sleep til dunno wad time . Haha . Eat breakfast and start doing homewk . SURDS SUCKS !!!

Around 3 or 4+ , matt ask me if i wanna go shopping . Of course my answer is no . x.x
End up i was sleeping for almost the whole afternoon . Guess i'm juz tired bahs . Wake up and continue to do my work .
My cousins came back from shopping . Chat a while with matt and went to bathe afterwards .

Leave house for dinner at 6+ i suppose ? Sit beside matt . Everybody like taking good care of me lohs .. It makes me feel so paiseh . ><

Went off with my cousins as we plan to watch movie . I was sitting on jingxuan's leg coz too many ppl le . I feel cold at first when i walk out of the restaurant . Then i end up sweating like hell lohs . Luckily we stop at somewhere like a coffeshop first . Everybody was asking why i sweat until like that . Then they were like sitting there watching soccer , then i was wiping my sweat .

Went to jusco as it was still early .

Now .. Cold again . Guess wad ? I left my jacket on the car . ><

Matt bring me to the toilet while they were looking at some stuffs .

On the way , he ask me , why i become so shy and quiet when i was with them . Is it because i dun treat them as my friend ? OF COURSE NOT LAHS ! But i juz dunno wad to say when i'm with them . It juz make all of us feel awkward only lohs .

Went to the cinema after that . ^^

Watch the show '初恋红豆冰' . It was nice lohs . The 品冠(白马王子) look like my 小叔 lohs . I was holding to 2 jacket, one mine and the other , matt's. Yet i'm still shivering . Then he was like keep asking me is it verii cold ?
The movie end at about 12.42 ? Haha , really nice , funny plus touching. xD
Went back and rest ..
Sleep time~

DAY 3 - SUNDAY(25.04.10)
COME BACK FROM MALAYSIA !
I MISS MAGGIE THEY ALL . xD

Samantha : Haha , GOOD ! =P

Maggie : Haha , thankyou . (:

Kwaangyang : LOL ~

谢谢你们给我如此美好的回忆。我会好好把它记在心里。希望下次还有机会跟你们一起看电影。这第一次的电影将深深的烙印在我心中。

2010-04-21T19:18:00.003+08:00

Phew ! Pass all the station for napfa except for 2.4 .
Hopefully i could pass . xD

Went to lab for maths .
We were suppose to enjoy the air-con .
End up the air-con was 'under maintenance' .
I was like .. So warm !!

Today's mt was fun i suppose ?
Everybody's busy finding the articles . Haha .
2nd day teacher never give us homewk le ?
Yeeteng and me were wondering since when teacher became so kind .

Went to pizza hut with clarissa and yeeteng .
It was seriously fun manxz ~
Went to minitoons after that ..
Haha , took bus 72 after that . (:
Sms-ed him ..
Seems that i msg him at the wrong time . ><

Watch a bit of 娱乐百分百 .
Watch 幸福双人床 after that .
Oh ya , 27/4 , 小娘惹 gonna 重播.
Hehes , i'm gonna watch it agains !!

Please takecare of yourself , dun let me worry kay ? I feel so worry after i saw you today . ><

Cheer Up

2010-04-20T21:00:00.004+08:00

I'm back agains . (:

Speech day has end . Celebrate jiaolian's birthday that day ..
Haha , suddenly miss the seniors verii much .
I could still rmb when i juz join co they were juz sec 2 .
Haiz ...

MY TWO BELOVED SISTERS . xD

MY MATHS TUTOR ! =X

Secretary plus ex ex secretary .. =P

THE CO FAMILY !

扬琴小姐 !

Haha , smth yanlan gave me .
I'm so touched ~ !

Haha ! GOSSIP GOSSIP GOSSIP !!
Clarissa and me had been gossiping about others !
Haha . Shall go pizza hut tmr . xD
Pizza hut ! Here i come ! xD

Recently somethings happen ..
I dunno how to console him ..
I know he feel sad deep in his heart ..
But i really dunno what to say .
I'm juz afraid that i'll say smth wrong .

Samantha cried today too .
My first time seeing her crying .
She's always so strong .. But today i saw her crying .
Felt sad too . ><

-Junxian : I've been saying 'cheer up' , 'dun like that lahs' . Coz i dunno what to say or what to do to cheer you up . I dun like seeing you like this . This is not the junxian i know . Cheer up and take care okay ?

-Samantha : Cheer up . If not hari will be pestering me and asking why you cry ! xD

Emily : Hello ! Haha ! <3
Brenna : Haha ! LOVE YOU ! <3<3
YanRong : Thank you ! xD
Munee : Thank you . (:

Jason : Haha . Link-ed . Emms .. fine i suppose ? You ? Haha , okays .
Shall meet you when i'm free . (:

w/love ,

chuhui !!

ThankYou

2010-04-13T21:59:00.002+08:00

If you ask me who's the person i wanna thank the most , it will be her , brenna .
She's the one who helps me with my schoolwork , giving me advice when i do not know what to do .
Though we are not that close , but she really helps me a lot . Be it in my studies or my personal problems .
I only wanna tell her , thankyou sister , ily . <3

Should i say i'm shock ?

2010-04-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

Today's p.o.p was fun i suppose ?
Somehow shock about the new commitees namelist while others i've expected it .
Anyway , i really wanna thank the seniors for letting me to be the secretary. I'll try my verii best to keep co in a verii good state .

Time really flies fast ..
I could still rmb when the first time i first join co .
It seems to be happening yesterday only ..
Hmms .. Some things i wanna tell some of the seniors.

-Brenna & Junkiat : Thanks for everything . I'll miss you two . (:
-Yanlan : Thanks for the wonderful memories . I'll miss you too . <3
-Justin : Jiayou for o lvl okays ?!

Anyway , congrats to other commitees too !

I'LL MISS THE SENIORS ! <3

The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.

2010-04-08T20:42:00.002+08:00

I'm back agains . .

I was freaking tired today . Slept whole day you know ?
But was quite fun today during recess . (:
Samantha and maggie they kept talking crap . Haha .
Assembly was so boring .
I almost fall asleep . -.-

Went general office to pay my school fees .
I waited for so long then they tell me say dun need pay . :@
Waited for suning and stephanie to come out from meeting while yeeteng , xinyi and me were chatting in canteen .
Bus-ed 21 together .
Went to tmall .
End up popular closed .. -.-"
Xinyi and me when minitoons while suning , stephanie and yeeteng went to toysarus .
Suning and stephanie were like kids manxz ! xD
Went to urbanwrite instead .
We stay there for quite some time lohs .
Junxian lent me his clothes protector .
Didn't know royston and wanqing was there too .
They waited there for a long time .
Anyway , gonna return him tmr .
Coz i juz bought one .. =X

Went mac after that to eat and do our 'work' .
Went century to bought somethings with yeeteng while the three of them were still at mac .
Stay-ed til 5+ ..
Took 22 with xinyi and yeeteng .
Went to Blk 801 ! Haha .
Yeeteng and me had a hard time walking there . Hehes !

Reach home at about 6+ .
Haiz ..
Dun feel like coming home ..
The same 'show' repeats everyday ..
I hate it you know ?!

Currently doing homewk with amanda . (:
Haiz .. *yawns*

Tmr gonna have speech day rehearsal ..
It'll be a tiring day bahs ..
Especially when wearing a tight syf costume and you are sweating ..
It will be like ..

Mingfu : LOLS !

Before i forget , happy birthday baobeii and haziq ! xD
15 years old liao , baobeii , must 'grow up' le lahs .. =P

w/love ,
chuhui .

Trust ?

2010-04-05T21:21:00.005+08:00

Annyeong !

Today was quite a tiring day for me .
School-ed as usual . (:
English was quite fun lahs . Coz miss nah not here ! xD
Chat with samantha and enshing .
This korkor keep asking me stupid qn regarding daddy ! :@
But it has been a long time ever since we chat . ^^

Lunch-ed alone today .
Chat with junkiat and raina .
It has been a long time since me anad junkiat talk sia . ><

Currently chatting with junkiat and kwangyang . (:
Miss the past where the three of us chat in msn like mad ! xD

Haiz .. smth happen juz now .
I know they were concern about me .
But are you all over-protected me ?
Can you all juz trust me a little ?
I know wad i'm doing .

Before i forget , HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! NUERH LOVES YOU ! <3

Gayvn : Link-ed . (:
TongHwee : Long time no see too ! (:

w/love ,
chuhui .

Pleasure of love lasts a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime.

2010-03-31T19:24:00.002+08:00

Hello people , i'm back .
Hmms .. 17 days since i post . Haha . xD
Anyway , school has been more and more tiring . Homework given by teachers are also increasing .

Today .. was a rather tiring day .
Miss Nah wasn't here today , but .. lesson was still quite boring .
Today's chinese spelling was rather quite exciting i suppose ?
Hopefully we have more of this kind of activitites .
It was quite useful for us to memorise the cheng yu .
Went for A.M make-up lesson straight after mother tongue .
Damn hungry lohs . ><
Went for co after that ..
Eh .. should be buy food to eat first . =X
Practice huan qing feng shou . xD
Sorry juniors , jiaolian neglected you all . Ops !
Bus home alone . Saw xinping and joyce in bus .
Think they go store bahs . (:

Oh ya , went for the food hygiene test last sunday .
Emms .. Suppose it was okay bahs ? Hopefully . ._.

Tmr had our first speech day rehearsal .
Hopefully nothing will happen bahs . =D
Anyway , tmr april fool's day .
Be careful . HAHAHA ! xD

Y-ulin : RELINK-ED ! (:
Xinxian : RELINK-ED ! (:
Mingfu : You are ?

w/love,
chuhui .

Cherish

2010-03-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hello . I'm back agains .

Had been in a bad mood this few days .
I dunno , i juz dun feel like talking to anyone about it .
Or perhaps , i'm tired .

Yesterday thought i lost my wallet .
Scare me lohs . ><
Today ..
Roy told me smth .
At first a bit shocked .
But somehow expected that it will happen .

我们总是希望得到自己没有的，却忘了珍惜已经拥有的。

误会

2010-03-16T19:13:00.010+08:00

Hello . I'm back agains . (:

Went to school for a maths lesson today .
Was a bit tiring . ><

Do my homewk with yanlan .

Both of us are sms-ing each other some lame messages . Quite stupid lahs actually . Went home to continue watching my show . Currently at ep 9 going to 10 .

We are drifting apart .
I guess you and i know .
Seriously sometimes i really dislike your attitude .
You might think i've change .
Yes , i'm changing , but is wad you guys do that makes me change isn't it ?
I'm not blaming you or wadsoever , i juz hope you can change your attitude a bit .
This is wad i think , no offence .

Anyway , had been listening to 误会 recently .
I like it verii much yeahs ?
I hope some of you like it also . (:

眼睛明明想给微笑
一眨眼却挤出了汗
这一双手明明握住了什么
一握紧却烟消云散

如果耳朵听过答案
为何嘴巴说不出来
如果天空真的想分享蔚蓝
为何我在看却像与我无关

像一颗星以为战胜黑暗
像一阵风以为站在云端
就像你我之间那些深的浅的期待
也许全都是误会

如果胸口有过温暖
为何心事从没灿烂
如果大海真的有那么勇敢
为何海浪却迟迟靠不了岸

像一颗星以为战胜黑暗
像一阵风以为站在云端
就像你我之间那些深的浅的期待
也许全都是误会

像一颗星以为战胜黑暗
像一阵风以为站在云端
像支许过愿望后忘了吹熄的蜡烛
以为梦还没做完

也许阳光没想过要慷慨
也许雨水只为自己灌溉
就像你我之间那么精彩的遗憾
也许全都是误会

Dark : LOL
Xinyi : Haha , nothing le .
Roy : Royston ?

w/love,
chuhui

Bad Luck

2010-03-14T18:58:00.003+08:00

What is today going on manxz ?!!

Leave house late today for work .
Walk one big round to mac becoz of people running near my house there . -.-
Heard a bad news from yulin .
AND ..
I JUZ HEARD A EVEN SHOCKING NEWS !!
Wad the hell !! ><

Back to normal post . I finally watch finish 海派甜心 .
Proceed to watch 下一站幸福 . ^^
It was really nice lohs .

Anyway , can anybody tell me anybody whom i know is from poi ching and currently studying in bedok south ?
VERII VERII URGENT !! ><

Dark : LOLS ! MARCUS LIM !!
Xinyi : Lol . Suan le . ><

w/love,
Chuhui

Gambate

2010-03-10T21:11:00.004+08:00

Today has been a fine day i suppose ?
Lessons are alrights, but a bit boring at times .
Got to buck up and concentrate more .
Jiayou, chuhui .

Today's maths was ..
I dunno . We juz kena scolded by teacher .
Hopefully not tmr agains .

Recess with maggie, samantha, huijun and yeeteng . (:
It's a pity that maggie's phone batt is low, if not i could send of the pictures to her .
But nevermind, shall send to her tmr . (:
Think she will be crazy like mad ! =X

Lunch with crystal, samantha, siokfang and sharmaine .

Went for A.maths make-up lesson .
Went for co straight after i was dismiss .
Kwangyang came back today .
Miss times where we always chat online together with junkiat .

人生中总是有不少不开心的事。不要想太多，这不像是你。一切很快就会过去的，加油。

Dark : Marcus ?

W/love,
Chuhui .

The Very First Time ..

2010-03-09T18:34:00.004+08:00

Hmms .. I accompany him yesterday .
I'm not gonna mention his name , i bet you guys know who i'm talking about .
But let me clarify smth , HE'S JUZ MY FRIEND .
I sure some of you saw it .
But this is somehow the first time i saw him so troubled .
I dunno wad to say but hope he will cheer up .

-Sweet words are easy to say, sweet things are easy to buy, but sweet people are difficult to find.
-Life ends when you stop dreaming, hope ends when you stop believing.
-Love ends when you stop crying, friendship ends when you stop sharing.
-So share this with whom ever you consider a friend.
-To love without condition.
-To talk without intention.
-To give without reason.
-And to care without expectation.

Receive this cute msg from yiteng yesterday .
Miss her a lot . <3

Dark : You are ?
Xinyi : Father lohs . ><

Stupiest idiot in the world

2010-03-07T17:12:00.003+08:00

Seriously upset by somethings yesterday .
Quarrelled with him .
He scolded me stupid .
I was VERII VERII ANGRY !
But even more sad . ><
Don't he know that i dislike ppl calling me stupid ?
Don't he know that i will really think that i'm stupid ?
From young til now is still the same .
Can't he juz spare a thought for me ?

Tired .

2010-03-01T21:13:00.002+08:00

Finally finish changing my blogskin . (:

Hmms ..
I've been sleeping in class for quite a few lessons . ><
I also dunno why i'm so tired .
Promise i will try not to next time . (:

Heard from samantha that half the class failed chemistry .
I wonder if i will fail physics test on wednesday .

Finally watch finish 终极三国 !
Last episode was damn nice ! xD
Currently watching 海派甜心 ep 10 .
Oh ya , watch 就想赖着你 also verii funny lohs .
Think i'm addicted to taiwan dramas . xD

Realise i've not been drawing for a long time .
Tried to draw but no 灵感 .
Haiz ..

Emms .. Think i'll stop here .
Byes ! xD

Down

2010-02-26T18:57:00.002+08:00

Today school was alrights .
Juz that i'm still a bit mad of her .
Thanks for faiz and arjun yeahs ?

Stayed back today to teach veronica , canace and amanda the speech day song .
Quite sian lahs ..
Junkiat's key still with me , i'm scared that i'll lose it .

Went to amanda's house . xD
Watch 海派甜心 together with her .
Home-d back alone . >.<

Thought a lot of things while i went home .
I'm still thinking it right now .

Had to went to school tmr by 8.15 .
Hopefully it's fun bahs ..

我的心就像是无底洞，心事永远装不满。

LvQingYun

2010-02-22T21:13:00.003+08:00

Two days juz pass so fast ..

I really miss my buddy a lot . >.<

Be it the firedrill , or the cross country .

I'll keep the memories deep down inside my heart .

Hopefully i could go to kunming during the november holidays .

有机会再见 .

And .. Thanks for the present .

I love it lots . <3

Videos

2010-02-18T20:07:00.005+08:00

2010-02-17T18:18:00.002+08:00

Went to malaysia on saturday - 13 Jan'10 . (:
Hmms .. Wake up quite early in the morning . 6+ i think .
Reach skudai about 1030 .
Study A.M. straight away after lunch .
End up i was half sleeping half studying . xD

Had dinner after bathing .
Hmms .. Had steamboat yeahs ?
Watch 海派甜心 after that .
Quite funny lahs .
Take hongbao at the same time too . :D
Wait til 1200 to 看烟花 .
Haha . Quite nice lahs . (:

Next day - 14 Jan'10 .
Haha . HAPPY CHINESE AND VALENTINES DAY .
Had beehoon for breakfast .
Went to muar . (:
Was shocked when i saw the scar on my grandfather's face .
Then i know that my grandfather is been knocked down by motorist about one week ago .
Cannt rmb wad i did during the afternoon .
Anyway , played a lot of 'things' at night . xD

On monday -15 Jan'10 .
Eh , think the whole day i juz eat , sleep and watch tv bahs . haha . xD
And take photos . xD

Yesterday - 16 Jan'10 .
Reach home about 4+ i think .
Was a tiring day for me . >.<

Wanna view the photos ?
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2055282&id=1216265130&l=41b1bc9f22

Y-ulin : Lol . haha . (:
Xinyi : Haha . okays . <3
Jason was here : Lol haha . (:

2010-02-10T23:40:00.004+08:00

Damn tired and pissed off during co today .
Busy helping to 调 the erhu , helping to write no.s on the erhu and erhu case .
End up kena drive out of the classroom by him .
Ask me and amanda to go back there agains .
Still need to write the 拍子 for the speech day songs .
I'm really tired .

Meet junxian at store with yulin .

*Please , please dun scare me with cat next time .*
I'm not angry , no worries .

Yeahs ! Tmr performance !
No lesson ! xD

Xinyi : S-T-O-P ! I'm so tired of it . >.<
Weekiat : Please stop lehs . ><

Tears

2010-02-07T21:52:00.005+08:00

05/02/2010
Went to work that day .
Celebrating catherine's birthday too .
Cried after i punch out .
Felt really really sad . >.<
Think lalaine thought i cried coz i dun wanna do lobby .
Junxian sat beside me and some sort of console me ? Evon too .

Wanted to walk home first but saw junxian after that .
Walk-ed home together .
Realised there was a silent .
But i dunno wad to say ..
Anyway , thanks a lot . (:

07/02/2010

Work today agains .
Suddenly discover smth that everybody has known .
Oh my god ! I'm so stupid manxz !!

Punch-ed out at 4 ?
Chat with junxian and stephanie .
Weekiat join us during his break .
Ate strawberry sundae . <3
Thanks for it yeahs ! xD
Chat about lots and lots of stuff .
Walk-ed home with junxian and stephanie .

Maggie : LOVELOVELOVE !! xD

2010-02-04T18:58:00.003+08:00

Yeahs . Everything doesn't seems rights .
Is this wad i get from our friendship ?
It's a sudden drift .

Went to mac to meet marcus .
And check my schedule .
Feel really really down and blue .
It really really hurts .
I tried to control my tears yet it still roll down .
Wad can i do ?
The wound is already there . It juz needs time to heal .

Went to huijun's house .
Felt much better after talking to maggie .
Thanks for your support .
I love you jie . <3

Tags reply :
Marcus : i mean cats okays .. -.-
Wee kiat : how you get my blog link ? And .. dun anyhow say cans ? >.<

ありがとう

2010-02-03T21:20:00.005+08:00

Yo ! I'm back agains .

Emms ..
Today had been a tiring day for me . ><
Had chemistry test ..
But i think i will fail bahs ?
Coz i was sleeping . -.-

Co-ed as usual .
Most sec 4 wasn't around .
Haiz ..
Sec ones were okays i suppose ?
Erhu jiaolian hope that i can take gaohu .
But i dun really feel like . >.<
Do i have a choice ?

Rush to mac straight after co .
Thought i will be late end up junxian was even later . -.-
Taught me chinese . Thankyou !
Kena disturb by marcus .
End up everybody come out . ><

Walk-ed back with him ..
Cats sucks !

Courage

2010-01-29T21:24:00.003+08:00

Went to visit jiaolian today .
Went to inter first with xinyi and jeannie to meet kwangyang and yeeteng .
Saw xuanyi in bus . Cannt recognise him lohs . So different . xD
Waited for rebecca and tze tzam as they collect the fruit basket .
Saw albert at inter . Joey too .
Meet jaslene , brenna , tessari , mdm chang and zhizheng in bus .
Duncan and meichin bus-ed with us too .

Reach there at 2+ .
Visiting hours over .
Mdm chang , tessari and yeeteng manage to smuggle in .
I waited til 5pm to get to see him .
I know i will cry .
But i thought i at least can control my tears .

Jiayou ! You must get well soon .
We need you .

Hurt

2010-01-28T22:16:00.003+08:00

Today's school was alrights . (:
Juz feel a little tired as i slept at 12+ last night .

Went to mac straight after school .
Eee !! Yeeteng pangseh me lorhs .
Haha . Chat with junxian while he was having break .

Start work at 3.30 .
Everything is alrights til i go lobby and accidentally sprain my ankle .
Damn pain .. ><

Suppose to end work at 10 but end work at 8 .
Junxian teach me 公函 as i will be having test tmr .
But end up i still dun understand . =X

Hmms ..
Sorry , i cannt stay back to do the class decoration today .
Sorry guys .

Will be visiting jiaolian tmr .
Hmms .. Hopefully he will recover soon . (:

By the way , congratulations to yeeteng .
TOP IN CHINESE WORHS !
Must jiayou . xD

Jiayou ! Jiaolian !

2010-01-27T22:25:00.007+08:00

PE>>English>>Maths>>

Chemistry>>Physics>>Mother Tongue>>Lunch

>>Chinese Orchestra>>Macdonald>>Home

Both pe and english were relief by teachers . Damn sian . >.<

Took height and weight during pe .

The measuring thing got problem one lorhs . ><

Maths was okays . But i actually i was sleeping .

The rest was juz normal .

Jiaolian wasn't here today .

My jiaolian was not here too .

Everything juz happen so unexpectedly .

I juz feel like crying . @_@

Meet yulin at bbt shop after co .

She was crying over some things .

Went down to store with her .

Went in and told joseph that i cannt work on friday .

Stupid marcus keep at there talk rubbish !! Rahh !!

Bought strawberry sundae . <3

Haha . Jianchuan saw a small young girl which look like me . Lol !

Juz feel like putting up this picture .

Dun ask me why ..

Jiayou ..

Sleepy

2010-01-26T21:10:00.006+08:00

Hello . I'm back agains .

Haiz .. Still doing my homewk . >.<

Really tired and feel like sleeping in class .

Sian . ><

Will be having co tmr .

Have to entertain the sec ones .

Haiz .. Juz by see-ing them let me think of coming co the first time .

I was really really stress . ><

School was okays but a bit tired .

I was selected to go for a geography competition .

Haiz ..

Stupid zhantong say i look like hamster .

He look more like a gorilla lahs !! =X

Went to mac after school today .

Wanted to chat my schedule actually .

Junxian saw me and keep shaking his head .

Dunno wad he thinking lorhs . >.<

Chatting with daddy and watching 终极三国 juz now .

Have not watch finish yets .

Mother came back lerhs .

Anyway , had been chatting with kwangyang this few days .

Dunno why , we juz get along well . (:

Will be watching 海派甜心 and 下一站幸福 !

Hopefully i have the time to watch . (:

I hope everything is fine . (:

SAYONARA ! xD

GoBackToThePast , Please ?!

2010-01-25T21:26:00.002+08:00

Hmms .. As time pass by , things will change too . But i will still prefer those past that we shared together , hand in hand . I know the feeling which the four of us are feeling now . But i hope it wun always continue like this . Jiayou everybody okays ?! Dun let this misunderstanding spoil the relationship betweem us . It doesn't worth it at all !!

Stressful

2010-01-21T18:53:00.003+08:00

I dunno wad happen ..
I juz feel stress this few days .
At home scolded by mom ..
Co/studies also verii stress . >.<
Even today i juz went down to store and they suddenly tell me i got work .
I dunno . Everything is like .. 不顺利 ?
I really hope this wun happen agains . ><
I'm really feeling tired and stress .

Safra Yishun MISSES

2010-01-15T16:26:00.010+08:00

Yeahs . Juz back from the level camp . (:
Hmms .. Time really past fast . But a lot of things happen in this 3 days and 2 nights camp .

First day ..
Went to yeeteng's house's void deck to meet maggie . (:
Yes , maggie was late ..
But yeeteng was even later . >.<

Reach school on wednesday at 7+ .
Went to class straight to find xinyi , clarissa and jeannie .
After national anthem , sit down and chat with samantha and jeannie .
Went to chat with munee , sherrie and siokfang .
Badmouth about valerie .
I DISLIKE her manxz !!

Took bus at dunno wad time .
Sit with jeannie together . (:
I was actually sleeping and listening to songs at the same time . xD

Had lunch after we reach safra .
My instructors were keith and mr smiley .
Place our bags in the jasmine room . xD

Gather outside jasmine group .
Was told that we were from the Bravo group .
Went for trekking after that .
10km walk . *Leg pain*
But fun . xD
After covering 90% of the walk , we sat at the carpark to dicuss about the campfire performance .
Decided that our class group name will be called fireflys . (:
Nice name horhs ?!

Went back to safra after the walk .
Help to pitch the tents . *Tired*
Had dinner before the nightwalk .
I LIKE IT THE MOST !!
Instructors told us ghost stories before the nightwalk starts .
Though i was blindfolded , but i know it was the instructors who act as ghost and disturb us .
Still spray water at me and tickle me .
It's so obvious lorhs .

Had muscle ache .
Think it's due to the walk . >.<
Shower for 5-7 mins .
Damn short . >.<
Went to sleep after that . (:

Next day ..
Suppose to wake up at 6.30am or 7am .
Was disturb by the other girls ..
Woke up at 6+ then .
Pack my stuffs and prepare my clothes for the next shower .

Our turn to play those activites while the others in Alpha went for trekking .
Went to play the wheel wash and the flying thing .
Play only the wheel wash as my leg hurts .

Leg too pain ..
Did not participate in the high elements .
Wanted to try in fact . ><
Went to help to pitch the "flying tents" agains .
Sit down to talk to 308's instructor .
Thought he was fierce but in fact , not .
He was quite a nice person .

Went to find my class after that .
Had a short nap .
Started to discuss campfire's performance .
Had to do a skit plus dance .
Pratice the nobody dance ..
Stupid keith suddenly stand beside me .

Dinner ..
Nothing much about it lahs ..

CAMPFIRE !!
First class to perform .
Our performance it's like .. kns .
Felt even moody when we know 309 did almost the same thing with us .
But felt better when we saw that other classes might have done much more worser than us .
End campfire with water bombs .
Water splash until my leg .. >.<

Bravo went for shower while Alpha went for supper ..
But this time had to share a cubical with another girl .
Bath-ed with munee in the end .
So paiseh lorhs .. ><
Sleep with munee , xinyi , clarissa , jeannie , maggie and samantha .
Think huijun also .. Haha .

Today ..
Breakfast first then area cleaning .
Had some sort of performance and party in the jasmine room .
Quite fun and funny . (:
Took pictures of the instructors .
Took some from xinyi and jeannie . (:
Hmms .. Miss those instructors yeahs ?

Ate lunch with maggie , huijun , xinyi , clarissa , jeannie and yeeteng .
Bus-ed with maggie , huijun , clarissa and yeeteng .
Talk to clarissa in bus .
Gossip i mean . =X

Anyway , think that's all .
By the way , pictures are juz below . Enjoy . (:

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